..why.

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

The morning has been an adrenalin rushing one. Too many things flooding in at the same time I'm damn excited!

To think that I was secretly wishing the person at the door would just go away this morning. It was actually my neighbour who had popped by to ask for tuition rates. So I went over later in the morning and voila! I've got new assignments!!!! : ) : ) And they come over to my place so it's really convenient. I'm quite underpaid la but heck. At least got mooolaaahhh at my convenience.

Then I booked my tickets for the west side story. And got the seats I want!! haha duh cos no one would actually be as nutto as me to check out the sistic website every now and then for events that are happening next year, but yup something to look forward to in the month of april!!

Most importantly, --- may come to Singapore next week. I will go mad. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA I ABSOLUTELY WISH AND HOPE IT'LL BE TRUE. Then it'll be one of the 324234 things off my do-before-i-die list.

I am so hungry now!!!

I felt lazy today. After breakfast with the cousin I just wanted to lie on the bed and fall back into slumberland. But I made my way down to meet Cher nonetheless cos I haven't seen her for quite sometime.

Then SURPRISE!!!! Bo came too!!!!! the last time I saw this woman was like in Perth last year. When we coincidentally bumped into each other in the city area.

And from being a totally "guys suck to the ends of this earth" teenage angsty girl she has blossomed into a "I wanna get married to my honey bunny asap" woman. I was almost gonna die of diabetes when she spoke to her bf. And I doubt I've ever seen anyone so madly in love. She makes me so happy for her!! Awwwww...

The past 2 days of meet-ups have been great. Aside from the constant nagging from the mum. Coupled with calling me up only to slam down the phone and tell me that 9pm is a satanically late hour to be home. I'm going crazy with the nagging. Soon I will snap and she will be eternally pissed saying I do not know how much she cares for me. Blah. I will be eternally pissed too man.

Therefore the next 2 days shall be hibernation la. I have quite a bit of things to do but all left undone. Arghh..

- Watch my sam fa fong (15 more epis)
- Activate my visa mini plus deposit money in
- Write christmas cards
- Pack up my pig sty table
- Pack for HK

Monday, November 28, 2005

I forgot to add in these few photos that I got from Quentin aka Kittin.

Anyway! check out the huge martini glass!! It was damn damn cool. We had the apple martini. It was more apple than martini though but really refreshing. The lychee martini I had before that was more Martini than lychee so it tasted quite medicinal. Urgghhh nothing beats the zouk lychee martini. It's still the best!!

I shall go check some mails then meet anne.anne. It's been ages since I last met up with her. Yay!


more more pics! Posted by Picasa

Sunday, November 27, 2005

The weekend has gotta be one of the best I've ever had. It all started on thursday when kelly arrived.

Friday was shopping shopping!!!! In particular, accessories shopping. That shop just has one of the most exquisite accessories : ) I bought some gifts for friends, then headed down to Orchard with Kello. Had Carl's junior for dinner (I like!!) then headed to New Asia Bar for some drinks. Night ended with me sleeping near 3am because I could only take my shower at 130am. Kel took her shower before me. (explains everything) hahaha..

Despite my this cousin being exceptionally slow, we still loveee her all the same cos she's so damn funny. She jokes about herself being slow!

Well then anyway, Saturday was potter day! The movie was a blast. I loved it alot! We had a good lunch at crystal jade macau too. The portions there are huge though, and damn worth it. : ) Met parents at night for buffet at Paris International and ate till almost burst. In fact the past few days I've been eating until almost burst. My dress felt like it was about to burst at the seams yesterday. Damn.

Kel I hope you had a great time here : ) Sorry I couldn't send you off!! Looking forward to next year's trip!!!

Mel and I then went to Tampines on sunday morning for Sunarti's wedding. It was rather awkward seeing everyone again and boss sat next to me. (wah wah wah) He is such a gross pig. He had nose shit almost flying out of his nose. I didn't even get to see Maz! Sigh.. but I got to see the other important figure. Wahaha

After which I headed to City hall and spent sometime looking at Batman with his suit that had nipples. I thought Batman as going to do a flying fox stunt down the middle, but alas! he disappointingly came out from behind the curtains. What a spoiler. Anyway after watching the exorcism of emily rose, 3am will never be the same again. I will just major freak out if I ever wake up at 3am exactly. Go mad and run around the house but never go sleep on the bed for that night.

A fab weekend later, I have acquired 4 new tops, 4 new socks and a damn big tummy. It's time to WORK OUT!!! (ya right)

Well, enjoy the photos!!!!! amazingly I just realised, I have taken 277 photos with my phone. Gosh!!!

FYI: THE CAREBEARS ARE MAKING AN APPEARANCE AT SUNTEC CITY IN MID DECEMBER. GO GO GO CHECK THEM OUT!!!!! *carebear shineeeee!!!!*

Haha and and and!!! the west side story is bound for Singapore next april. It's a must watch. So book your tickets soon!!


wedding mania! forgot to take the bride though -_- Posted by Picasa


kelllliiieeee welllieeeee!!!!! Posted by Picasa

Thursday, November 24, 2005


The above 16 pictures sort of sum up the entire study period that we all had to endure. The endless laughter come photo taking due to boredom and pure cheekiness. And so I can finally say... IT'S FINALLY OVER MAN!!!!!!

The paper today was a killer. I wanted to rip all my hair out. Sigh. But then again, tmr's so worth looking forward to.

Itenary planned = Breakfast at Mcdees, Accessories shopping at IP, Lunch at Amoy Street, more shopping at city hall, dinner at Carl's Junior followed by drinks at New Asia Bar.

Damage for today, only one top!!! (ho ho ho) and the sweetest kel gave me a top from my fav Blook outlet. Wheeeeeeeeeeee I'm so happy Kel's here!

Look forward to more pictures!!

Monday, November 21, 2005

I think.

My brains are empty.

I have this image of me filling in spaces in my brain (like soil spaces) tmr when I input memorised data for Urban geography. Like.. the information infiltrates into proper systematic capillaries, then percolates to become part of memory wednesday. So the notes just lie on the table.. and slowly but surely I will digest everything. (I hope) On wednesday I will then search the capillaries and draw out the right stuff, ideally. Well actually I don't feel quite confident but Tuesday has already arrived and so I shall just hug all that I have left and hope God will do the rest.

Then memory wednesday fades to the same process for memory thursday. THEN I SWEAR I WILL MAKE SURE I LOSE ALL MY MEMORY.

After 14 essay outlines my hand feels limp. At 5pm Kimberly becomes dysfunctional and starts heeheehee-ing. And she says she is stressed. BULL!!! But I must say that miss kimberly chow (CHOW DOWN!!!) is really hilarious at times. Just for u miss chow, hee hee hee. : ) Thanks for being a great study bud!

3 more agonising days.

Friday, November 18, 2005

Reading about how others are happily enjoying their post exam freedom makes me wanna throw my notes out of the window and head out everywhere and anywhere.

I always thought it was better to have early exams albeit the major rush to study. But at least you'll feel its all work and no time for play.

Now the days dwindle.. I more or less keep to my schedule but there's extra time to just mop around and sighh. Time to daydream in the library.. time to surf net and just wish that the exams would be tmr so that I wont be sitting here thinking about how agonising this is.

I can't go out either, cos I'll feeel downright guilty.

sucks.sucks.sucks.sucks.sucks.sucks.sucks.

Sucks more when I'm home. The internet's damn alluring and the tv calls out at every one hour interval and just cos I woke up a tad earlier today the bed says COME BACK IN! My self discipline is ZERO. Like as of now, I refuse to get my ass moving to study because I am hungry and waiting for my lunch.

Yea, call me a spoil brat.

Thursday, November 17, 2005

She's been my buddddy for a long long time. And because she's always so whacky and ever-ready to cheer me up when I'm down, I just had to log on specially to do a blogpost for her.

Beecause..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANICE MY LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!

You're such a blessing and joy! : ) : ) And I hope you have a wonderful trip to Berlin ( I'm sure u will) and a safe trip back home!!! Show show show all the pics you took there k!

I kinda miss you ALOT actually : ( Come home soon....

Due to the recent usual end of sem crisis I've not been able to send u a small package!! But oh wells I'll pass it to u when u get back k!

Many many more days to go before the end of my agony. arrrggghhh but I'm thankful for the study buddies plus never ending laughter that perks me up. : ) Alas! Perhaps due to the stress (which I don't really feel) i am bent over with cramps today. That's a full 10 days early. WHAT ON EARTH IS HAPPENING!!!

Sunday, November 13, 2005


DARLINGS!!!!!!  Posted by Picasa


Other random animals. Pigs are so piggy-fied. Ate and slept! Posted by Picasa


zooooo mates!!!!! I didn't include the last member cos he doesn't like to take pics. Haha so I figured he wouldn't want his pic up either Posted by Picasa

ANIKI IS SO SO SO SO SO SO SOOOOOOO HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*gasp gasp gasp gasp*

Saturday, November 12, 2005

Ever since the last muscle bust-up, a series of miscellaneous exercises have worked up another muscle ache in the lower calf area this time.

And now my legs feel like they can collapse any moment. Because 7 hours of walking in the zoo is no joke man. BUT IT WAS SUPER WORTH IT!!!! : ) : ) : )

I haven't been to the zoo like since... primary school. The last one I went to was in KL and that was when the damn giraffe stooped down and grabbed my innocent packet of potato chips. But those that I saw today were sooooo pretttyyy. They looked like they had eyeliner professionally drawn on. And they have long slimy tongues. haha *yum yum* Anyway, we caught 2 animal shows and walked the entire zoo, courtesy of Kim giving her expert info on every other exhibit (actually almost all) and her accurate directions.

The zoo wasn't exactly as scary as April Lim described it to be la! The animals are SOOO adorable esp the otters!!!! Hmm the only freaky thing was perhaps the butterfly/mouse deer/bat enclosure we had to walk through. urrggghhh the butterflies flutter everywhere and anywhere. The snakes were a tad freaky but the polar bear was 100% huggable. And the Penguins were very very cute!!!!!! One took a liking to Qing. hahaha and the only obscene thing was the baboons that erm explicitly displayed their excited-ness. WE FED THE BABOONS!!! and kim tried her hand at the scary huge fish. We didnt even get to see the face. The pigs slept, and sometimes the smell of shit is just overpowering.

All in all the zoo was mega packed fun. : ) The company was great too. : ) : ) Kim and her otters and madagascar roaches being orgy-fied, Jason and his hippo-po-taaaaaaaaa-musssssss, Qing and her enticing the penguin with her hp. I laughed alot alot.

Thanks for the wonderful time peeps!!!!! I went out at like 830am and got back at 9pm. Gosh I really can concuss now. Refer to here for a more detailed write-up on the day's happenings!

MUGGERMANIA AGAIN TMR!!!!! Since the end of science yesterday and the euphoria of getting back 2 other assignments, I have read about erm.. 5 pages of geog. How shit is that man. Focus focus!! I went to watch "Just like Heaven" too. I'm a hopeless romantic comedy freak la. But it was a really sweet show. Doesn't quite reflect in reality, but oh wells. : )

zzzzzz.

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

I'm sweating all over and my limbs feel like they're about to disintegrate and disappear. Every other few months I will feel this way. hahaha

Because this is one of the mornings where I wake up and say hey! the weather is perfect for jogging! So I make my way down and jog like there's no tomorrow and then I come back feeling all woozy and sick. : (

I shall build up on my stamina. Hohoho

I'm gonna get ready to go to school to study now then. It's this time of the year... AGAIN.

Sunday, November 06, 2005

Oh god. I have become a SHOE MONSTER.

Just last weekend I swore I wasn't gonna buy any more shoes cos in 2 days I impulsively bought 2 heels and a pair of flats.

Then today tragedy struck. En route to pay up for something at the post office, sis decided to walk around for some working clothes. God knows how come we ended up in World of Sports that was having 30% off storewide. Then I spot the lovely rainbow-fied Gola shoes that are going for a steal at 65 bucks. Shit I cannot resist. So arggh I buy it. Refer to pic below! hahaha

Then when we stepped out of World of Sports, sis asked "so when are the birkis arriving?" Oh fuuccckkk I had clean forgotten about them. I shouldnt buy things online also. I forget about them.

And before that I bought a clean white jacket that I saw this actress wearing on tv and I thought it was very pretty. I am so screwed. Thank God I dont own a credit card. Or I can write my own shopoholic series. Just that I have no rich boyfriend to bail me out. Sighh!!!

April Lim, this is the LAST TIME you're asking me to go shopping for the YEAR. She keeps asking me to buy stuff. ARGGHHHH


my new pride!  Posted by Picasa


2 pairs of heels and trusty flats : ) Posted by Picasa

Friday, November 04, 2005

Birthday wishes to...

TESSA!! I hope all will go well for you in the coming semester and may you enjoy all the things that you're involved in!!! This cousin of mine is busy almost all the time with her involvements here there and everywhere. May you stay healthy and happy alrright!

AH HEAN!!! If she reads my blog that is. hahaha her birthday is on the coming monday. For her I hope you stay happily married and please stop being so cranky!!! hmmm may you have a small bundle of joy soon!

I'm in a rather good mood today. One more short write up to go and MUGGERMANIA here i come. wheeeeeeeee

Class 95 nights are back. It keeps my sanity afloat.

This project has been way too big and I juggle many other things along too thus making me feel like I walk with a 10kg burden on my sore shoulders.

Maybe it's time to take a step back, plan what I rationally can accomplish, stop dreaming and thinking the worst of situations, and phase out what's not important (may be just imagination on my own part) for now.

I feel renewed strength coming. I can do it! So can you!

Thursday, November 03, 2005

My heart feels like this.

$%^$&^%&%#@$#@%$#^%&^*&^#@$#@%$&^*&^*^%$%#$%$#%@#$@#%$^%

Withdrawal symptoms. Perhaps the 4 days of being alone in Singapore were the happier times.

I bog my friends down with my daily woes and they take it and comfort me. Which I am very thankful for.

Why do we always take things for granted. Being a family doesnt mean that whatever you say doesn't need to be thought through first.

So what if I did 453523421 things which I thought would make u happy? You'd focus on that ONE thing which I did not do. So what if i had 3245353 As but yet that ONE B is all u focus on. I was never a smart child to begin with and I know it.

You want the best for me but sorry I want to break free. You want me to do your bidding all the time. But do you ever listen to what I have to say? It's too late. I'd rather keep quiet then have to look you in the eye and have the same feeling of fear I've had since I was young.

Perhaps parents aren't exactly the greatest people after all.

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

My neighbour has gone cranky. I thought my family came back prematurely when I heard quite a commotion outside so I went to take a peek but alas! It was my neighbour shouting vulgarities over the hp. Sigh all this while he's the "nice-smiling" neighbour and just now he shouted so loud I think the whole block could prolly hear his squabble over some internet connection.

As you can tell, I am feeling quite damn bored.

Cher was a sweetie. She came to Jurong Point to have dinner with me and it being a public holiday was as usual rather flooded with u-know-what. Sigh!!! Dinner wasn't quite satisfying though, I had ban mian which tasted like crap.

tick tock tick tock. Maybe I should just go sleep. No more big bed for me to spread my limbs all over though. : (